For me the doubts began in 1995 when the core teaching regarding the generation was changed, but like a good JW I supressed those doubts.
About 3 years ago the lightbulb started to shine through the fog.
I am still in.
I still serve as an elder.
With each passing day I see more and more how the organization is destroying lives.
I see how it is destroying good friends and family in different ways all around me.
The little green ones and zeros are now crystal clear.
I have been told that one person can't make a difference. I have been told that you can't change people's minds, so why not just leave?
For now, my choice is to stay - but the mission is clear.
Destroy the Matrix. Free minds.
The Oracle